I've been thinking, through this whole writing process. who am I? Darcy's journey has given me so much perspective on my own life, it's eerie. Who do I want to be? what do I want to achieve. My sister in law asked me, where does the story end? is Darcy going to have a happy ending? when is she going to find her true peace, happiness and love she deserves? I think that it will happen when she learns to love herself, when she accepts that she cannot change the past. When she embraces the fact that she can't force the future she wants, when she is clearly not ready for it. Only time will tell. The wounds of the past have left big scars that cannot be covered. They are a part of her, like they are a part of you. Sometimes we have to accept what we've endured, has shaped all of us into the people we are today.
Well..., on that note, I'm going to go and lay down in a darkened room and give my head a wobble. That was all far too much like self reflection for my liking.
In other news, I'm still working hard to get the book 'The Only High I Need' recognised as I truly believe that it has the ability to inspire people and to make them feel safe. If I'm honest, like Darcy, l'd love to be able to change the world, make it a better place and get people talking about what's going on for them, in a setting they feel loved and accepted . Whatever's going on for you right now, please, just keep at it, NEVER give up on yourselves. Even if you do just do it out of sheer spite and a big finger up at the haters at first, let that be something you take strength from, instead of letting it push you down further. Don't give anyone ammunition to put you down. Keep fighting back and eventually you will find who you are. you will find an acceptance and peace within yourself that no one will be able to infiltrate. Good luck with anything that may be going on for you. Remember, you got this!
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